The Chronicles

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Journal of Lost intimacy 

Ink 2009 - 2013

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I Chronicles of an agony 

A co-dependent relationship falling apart

Drowning inside, all bottled up

Ashamed

Holding on, knowing it wasn't good

Unable to let go​

Indian ink

Finally pouring it out

The feelings, so they don't eat me up

Not to die

My safe place

The exit wound

get out, get over

some day

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II You are exactly where you need to be 

What you want is not what you get

Stop the battle

Exhaution

You accept it, the whole mess, your mess

Insecurities, shortcomings, pain, loneliness

You're not where you want to be

But you're exactly where you need to be

So you leave

Away from everything you have ever known

Into yourself

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 III Outside the bubble

Done

You're outside

But who are you exactly?

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